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Family

2010-03-31T02:21:00.008+08:00

Sorry guys, for not being updating my blog.
I was just lazy to update it.

For the past few weeks was a blast.
Thanks to my Family & Friends for the wonderful time.

But what imma post today, is about my family.
Was 'forced' to help my granny clear the house cause shes moving today.
Helped with packin up stuffs.
Than came across some old pictures.
You wont believe my Family when they're young.

My uncles, HANDSOME gilerr...
My mum & auntie, LAWA gilerrr...

Even my gramps & granny, a handsome couple.
Even my dad. HAHA! watodo. 1980s
TAKBOLEHANGS!

The only place i hate clearing out was the kitchen.
You wont know what 'thing' will jump out right at your face.
My mum screamed, quite afew times. Irritating giler

At the same time while i was with my whole family, i was thinkin of them.
Yes them.
Aku rindu dorang giler babs!
Just waitin for her to call me.

OKok, im tired. i wanna rest.
Taking care ;)

Killin 2 birds with 1 stone.

2010-03-05T22:08:00.003+08:00

OK people, I made the effort to come to school eventho i've got no lesson every Fridays.
Just to check if my appeal make it through, but sadly it doesnt.

That means i've gotta rot in school fer another 6-12 more months.

After that i went to meet the couple, Itek & Hamizan.. YES HAMIZAN ! I met up with my own self.
Haha actually he's Itek's Boyfriend. Or so i thought.. Isit ? Whatever.

Just sit around, playin a fool of ourselves. Then Itek & Boyfriend had to leave got he got floorball match.
So left with couple & Me.
Was plannin where to go next since we've got nothin to do.

HAHA, i was checkin my wallet when i spot my plastic wrapper.
I was givin the couple on HOW to use the plastic wrapper.
Her face was like, cramped. He's was lost.
Watodo, first time seeing one. HAHA!

Should have taken some pictures of it, maybe next time.

Went to Bukit Panjang to send her home. Lepak fer awhile before makin the final move back home.
OKOK, we exit at Jalan Bahar. Was makin a right turn, at the same time we didnt know we're being followed by a TP.
After some time than it noticed, turned around & boom ! I was ask to stop.
Standard, visor. Cam da biase gitu eh.

Thank you very much sir -Dalam hati aku tau kau jealous-
Evil laughs.

KAU NASEB BAIK AR HASRUL DIER TAK KEJAR KAU !~

Look what i did !

2010-03-03T19:02:00.002+08:00

Ok folks, what did i do fer the past few days, lepak with friends at 206.
Firay & Ivy came by.
Just got to know its her birthday.
Since i dont anything to give, i just gave her a 'donut' that i made before goin home.

You may wanna tilt your head a lil bit because .. ehem2 camera girl yang video nie.

Khairun called me if i wanna join bowling yesterday, i was like .. thought its on Wednesday.
Since i was free, ahha why not .
Its been awhile since i last played bowling.
Kevin came to pick us up & off we go.

We went to HomeTeamNS at gombak to play bowling.
After 2 games, we had enough & Khairun had to go home.
Nice ride Kevin have.

Im on Debarment List

2010-02-25T01:47:00.002+08:00

Boo-hoo !

Im on debarment list.
BUT STILL
I maybe .. just MAYBE still have the chance to take my exams .

Its just one paper, pathetic kan?

I know.

But i've already submitted my appeal form, so yea.
HOPEFULLy

SCREW YOU LYDIA !!
Because of you this song got stuck in my head.

Havin fun at a cost.

2010-02-17T21:27:00.003+08:00

OK people, i finally went to school PROPERLY this time round.

No skippin class, except that im late.. As always.
After that went to meet up with Hasan & Hasrul at 206 but unexpectedly met up with Namira & Tiara.
Gave Tiara her chewy2 which i've promised to buy fer her. Talked fer a little while before Double-H arrives.

Sue, Chicqah & Eza was there too. Lepak fer awhile. Tiara wanted to tag along, tapi malu. Alalala malu la pulak tu manusia, in the end tak jadi.

OK, we went to meet Sha next. Hasan decided to take Bukit Timah road as the route there.

But at a cost.
OF MY VISOR !
Yes TP caught up with me again.
TP ESCORT AKU DOK !
Another 50bucks flew just like that, but i'll be gettin the letter in a month soon. So yea, mummy shouldnt know about it.

Got lost in town fer awhile before havin to find the place, with the help of Hasan. Thank YOU .

We ate, had lots of fun. Kecoharable.
Pecah perut siol.
Just the 4 of us, havin fun together after awhile.

Went back at about 8pm. Hasan sent Sha home while Hasrul & me went lepak fer awhile.
And finally, back home at 9:15pm.
Tired, headache.. & not to mention tummyache from all the laughin.

Ok, hungry again.

Holidays.

2010-02-15T21:45:00.002+08:00

OK, Wanna wish everyone a Happy Chinese New Year & Valentine's Day.

Aights people. Some of you maybe havin fun during the holidays, some maybe werking their ass off cause they're covering those who're havin OFFs .

As fer me, i sorta went back home in msia. Boring as usual, went there on a saturday morning. I HATE wakin up early just to get procastinated by granny to reach there early.

Can anyone guess what i did fer the pass 48hours?

SLEEP !~

Haha, now havin migraine cause been sleepin too much.
Thinkin of what to do now.
Maybe goin out?

I dont know.
Suggestions?

OH OH! I wanna watch the movie Percy Jackson & The Lightning Thief !
Anyone wanna join?

Happy BIRD Day to me !

2010-02-11T12:31:00.002+08:00

I wanna thanks all the people who had wished me a Happy Birthday. I really appreciate it. =)

How old am i now.. ? 20 YEARS OLD !
Neither a teenager nor an adult yet.

Ok, first and foremost.. MY MUM FORGET MY BIRTHDAY ! Eventhough we celebrated in advance. Sedih sey.
Haha, at first i wanna go out..
It was like 10pm ?

Mum " WHY YOU GOIN OUT AT THIS TIME ?! "
Me " Why cant i go out? "
Mum " Tomorrow school right? "
Me " Yea? "
Mum " Stay home tonight "
Me " Cant, meeting friends "
Mum " WHY?! "
Me " TO CELEBRATE MY BIRTHDAY !? "
Mum " OH?! WHAT DAY's TODAY? "

Quickly she hang up the phone to wish me.
Ish, than kana 5minute lecture from her.
You know, mum when comes to birthday.
Study hard. Be good. Etc etc etc.. You know what i mean.

Monday BLUES.

2010-02-08T21:20:00.002+08:00

Ok, bad start today.
Reached school at about 10am, starts at 8am.
Typical me.

On the way to school, saw an accident. On the most right lane at AYE.
Rider of a RXZ was down, driver of a car was with him.
Bad sign uh.

Had to cabot class early today, to meet up with Hasan, Hasrul & Firay. Went to WINGYAP.
On the way, TP went pass us. *LOST* fer awhile.
Hasan had his front disk brake change to an oversize disk brake. Sachok brother.
Firay had both his caliper changed to a brand new ones, along with engine oil.

As fer me, 2 small bulbs which costs me 15bucks. Cool uh. BUANG DUIT JE AKU !
Haha.
And Hasrul ? Nothin change, relek one corner cam biase jugak. Ketawe je lebih.

After that we head down Taman Jurong KFC fer a quick stop, but ended up quite a long one. Cause dapat makan free, mesti la lame. Haha.
Hasrul asked me to a movie, with who ? Ade la..
Seriously, i was like.. 'lau pat umah confirm boring, AKU IKUT AR!'
Haha, ok we were like 30mins late fer the movie.
Tiara had to come out to pass the tickets, it was kinda a minute of relief fer her i guess. Cite hantu babe.

Da sampai dalam, mak oi.. GELAP PE !
Hasrul, slow & steady.. Member takot jatuh. Aku da ketawe pat belakang.

Movie was aight. Funny plus scary, someone found it disgusting. Heh.
After that went our separate ways, i got home. No food on the table, quick shower.
Flat on bed, woke up 10 minutes later.

MY TURN TO USE THE COMPUTER !

Belated & Advance

2010-02-08T00:25:00.002+08:00

OK, Happy Belated Birthday to my younger brother.. Haziq which falls on the 30th Jan.
And Happy Advance Birthday to me .. which falls on the 9th Feb.

Mum wants to head down to Sakura fer dinner to celebrate our birthdays.
But soon found out that Sakura had no Halal certificate.
Boo-hoo, was kinda lookin forward to it.
But nevermind.

Plan B, went down to Jurong Point.
Its been awhile since i last sit together with my family in the car.
Feeling cramped. Haha, tu la naik motor je aku tau.

When we reached Jurong Point, CARPARK FULL !
At both entrance.
So how.. ?
Sad, cannot eat Pizza Hut.

Plan C.
I suggested that we head down Arena to either have Burger King or Pastamania.
So yea, Pastamania was the lucky pick.
First time.
Thought it was gonna be a cheap one.
But when the bill came out, MAK OI !

$86.70.

FUH !

OK la, since its a birthday treat fer my little brother & me.
My mum doesnt make a sound.

Thankyou Ibu. I wont be bad k. Love you =)

ITS SUNDAY !

2010-02-07T15:17:00.011+08:00

Ok usualy routine, rot at home. Maybe. Who knows.

Yesterday went sheesha with some of HVA members. Kecohrable.
Too bad Hasrul couldn't make it, due to motherly reasons. HAHA~

Omar, Apez, Yan, Fatli, Din, Din cine, Susila, Aqai, Sasha & a guest. (Lupe name dier)

Janji kul 10 datang, biase jugak.. Ade yang datang lambat.
Had fun, chitchat about alot of things which i forgot most of it. Haha.
Didnt take any pictures, cause i forget yet again.

Nevermind, there's still next time.

Today, Sunday = Boring-day.
Freakin bored, thats why i'm updating this blog.
Lol ok lame.

Tomorrow school, epic day.
Confirm lambat, nothin new about that.
So how?

I'm playin with FIRE.

2010-01-26T23:10:00.002+08:00

I just crushed an innocent girl's heart, im sorry that you feel this way about me even though you really mean it.. but i can't give you what you seek.

Still ALIVE!

2010-01-22T19:28:00.003+08:00

Im HERE!

IM BACK!

TILL NEXT TIME!

ITS A RAP!

TP & Custom Officer

2009-12-16T04:54:00.003+08:00

Earlier on i went to my own house, finally gettin to shift back to my NESTing ground.
My house is getting a paintover =D

After that i wash up & head off to werk.
But i took an alternative route instead.
I went by KJE then through Brickland.
Instead of turnin left to Bukit Batok Road, i went straight towards BBDC.

Tough luck & bad decision, there was a road block ahead.
ROV & 2 TPs.
Upfront there was a Super-4, tried to escape by turning right. Which is the parking lots fer lorries.
But was stopped by the TP.
Obviously i was stop too.

I just pedal my way to the side instead of throttling.
Scary.
Off ignition.
Was instructed to hand over my IC & Licence.
Gave it to him.
Then insurance.
This time my hands were shivering.
HAHA cam sial, TAKOT BABE!

Then he took a look at my bike.
Asked me where im goin.
TO werk of course.
TP was smart, he knew but still ask. Cause HE is the one petrol around the area.
So he knew all the riders are 'racers'.
" What to do, cari makan "

Then, he let me oFF.
Relieved.
When he walked off i look at the side mirror, just to make sure he's a distance away from my bike.

Fast game, i move off & turn right then sped away.
Dont want the TP to change his mind.
Cause why? Its all about the PIPE!

This wasnt all.
I went in JB earlier on.
Got stopped by the Custom Officer there.
Got into a room.
We talked.
Either pay 300rm Fine or treat him makan.
Haha what else, *Zaaaap* took out 9rm & hand it to him.
OK pass.
Babi betul, nak cari makan dari aku.

Now its freakin 5plus in the morning & i still aint asleep yet.

To my friend whose takin off fer Japan, have a safe flight to & back.
Gonna miss you =)

Last week of school.

2009-12-09T01:03:00.007+08:00

Ok guys, just hang on fer 1 more week.

HOLIDAYS are coming !

Cant wait fer the holidays, got sooo much planned.
Outings & werkin schedules.

And i plucked out my wisdom tooth.
Hurts like hell.
Atleast it doesnt irritates me now.

Pain is temporary.

3 - Britney Spears (Or so i thought)

Outing

2009-11-28T22:20:00.002+08:00

Yesterday i went out with Firay & 9 other bikers.
Cant figure out how many people there are, but a total of 11 bikes (Including me)
3 Super4, 3 Spark135, 3 RXZ, 1 X1R & 1 KR

Kecohrable

We gathered at West Coast at some block.
And we're off once everybody were ready.
Head to the nearest petrol station to refill before headin to out fer out journey.

We got ourselves into a roadblock infront of Ngee Ann Poly.
Lined up in 2s, we kinda create a long line.
The police officers kinda let us all go as he thinks its not that important to check ALL of us.
Cmon, 11 bikes .. 10plus people.
Biler mau game.

We head down Dunearn Road, we kinda made afew turns here & there.
But finally head down tu Turf Road or something.
A restricted place where we're NOT allowed to enter.
Very very dark place.
Each of us were like " Anyone bring any torch lights? "
Haha.
Lucky fer me i had a small one.. Lighter cum Mini Light xD

Nothin much, then we saw lights coming..
We thought it was the Police.
But it was the "Paranormal" group.
ARTISTs BABE!

First time, haha.
Alot of questions asked.
Kecoh2.

After afew minutes of chitchat we went our separate ways.
We head out fer awhile before returning to our bikes.
Go round & round the place.
Then head out.

Rest at the nearest petrol station again.
Chit chat till god knows what time before some headed back.
I reached home at about 530am.

Ugh ghh ackk ackkeeee ghhh what the fuc..... HAHAHAHAHA!

Left Out

2009-11-27T12:30:00.003+08:00

Firstly i wanna say Selamat Hari Raya Haji to all Muslims around the globe, space if there are any =)

Came home at around 4plus yesterday cause was at Hafiz's place with Iffri.
Instead of goin straight home, i made a detour. Why?
To see the bapoks. Why again?
Cause afew days ago, i was rushin back home cause i was late.
When i pass by the 'bus-stop', one of them happens to jump up in excitement when they saw me coming.

Ok, truthfully i was abit shocked yet happy about it.
Omg, just what am i THINKING?!

Ok till here, will see them tonight.. IF im goin out today.

I'm in love with this song.

Tiring Week.

2009-11-22T23:47:00.002+08:00

Oops, sorry fer not updating my blog due to unforeseen circumstances. Haha

This week was a very very 'keeping myself' busy.
Cause why?
I got nothing to do.
Atleast by 'keeping myself' busy, i'll be doin something then NOTHING.

Went bowling, met Syasya & the Team :)
Tired yet 'kecohrable'
Cause its fun & entertaining.

Wanna wish my wacko friend, Haiqal a Happy Bird-Day!
19 already. Big boy eh, not man yet.. Havent NS, haha.
Wish your birdy a long & big success in the near future =D

OUCH!

Ok, im tired & i wanna rest.
Eating my pasta which i made at werk before headin home.
Yum YUM!

Boring Saturday

2009-11-15T01:02:00.002+08:00

As compared to other Saturday's i had. This is one of the MOST boring Saturdays i've ever had.
With nothing to do, but sleep, sleep & more sleep.
Except between 1pm to 5pm i was outside, with Hasrul.
But continue on sleeping when i reached home.

I need more outings, more adventures!
Restless just being at home doing nothing.
Even though i've been on Facebook or watchin Youtube to pass the time, it doesnt help much.

I need a life.

Renovation

2009-11-14T04:53:00.001+08:00

Sorry folks, just had my blog renovated by PCK.

Hehe

Bored at home.

2009-11-09T20:16:00.002+08:00

Okok i was bored at home with nothing to do.
Been raining lately.
Trapped at home, facing the freakin screen fer like half a day..

Then, i stumbled on a video on youtube which cracks me up countless times.
Even thought i've watched it alot of times in the past.
Never fails.

Song title: Touch My Body
Artist: Mariah Carey

Totally epic.
HAHA!

Enjoy ;)

Test Ride

2009-11-07T05:47:00.001+08:00

If you're a salesperson, would you wanna test a bike with him?

Or would you rather ask someone else?

Cheer Up :)

2009-11-07T01:48:00.003+08:00

It aint that easy being in relationships.
True, we have to sacrifice certain things fer a relationship to go on.
But to those who're havin a rocky relationship, try hangin on to it.

To those with broken hearts, its not the end.
One gate may close, but another will open.
Start anew, a new image maybe?
Haha, just be who you are. Not who you're not.

Sometimes we do wonder, its best that we've part.
Feels free doesnt it? No restriction whatsoever.

To my friends out there, havin a tough time.
Cheer up!

Heres a video to make you feel better :)

Enjoy :)

Tokio Hotel

2009-11-06T04:24:00.002+08:00

Well, since i've got nothin to do i might as well blog more.
Recently i've been hearing the song Automatic sang by Tokio Hotel.

Somehow rather this song relates to my present love life. So yea.

This is the accoustic version.

Ok this song inspire me to learn the chords.
Guitar here i come !

Is it me? Or is it the way Bill ( Lead Singer) handles himself.
BUTBUT, if you notice..

Fauzi Rassull from Voguelicious, does look a little bit like Bill himself.
Dont you think so?

Well, heres a video of them ( Voguelicious )

Enjoy watchin =)

Road Accidents

2009-11-06T03:17:00.008+08:00

Commonly road accidents consists of vehicles came crashin on each other.
Bad judgement calls or fail to check their blindspots.
Especially when it comes to traffic light juctions.
Drivers tend to beat the red lights, and if luck is aint their side...

This things happens:

BUT the most vulnerable wheelers on the road are?
True, motorbikes.
2 wheeler aint that great.
Whats worse is most of their body parts are not protected.. At all.
Especially their head, which is like the only part thats protected cause of the helmets.
But that doesnt help much when the time comes.

Heres a video which shows a car beatin a red light.. guess what happens next.

Im a rider too, but i always check my blindspots. Let alone followin the speed limit.
Being cautions everywhere i go.
But hey, a cautions rider is a safe rider.

Drivers, riders please do take care of yourselves out there. Check your blindspot & remember the 3 secs rule !
Haha.

Wet season, extra careful :)

Problems.

2009-10-30T02:45:00.004+08:00

Hehe.
Cannot help myself but to smile.

Cause i just encounter a new problem, and it'll kinda affect my future.
Worse still, my life.

Solution, solution.. and solution.
How am i gonna solve it.
Think imma have some space fer myself to think about it.

A rather LONG one.

OH yea, i sent my appeal application already.
Hope it'll goes through.

Forgive me if i went missing fer awhile.

Dip it LOW!

2009-10-29T15:35:00.006+08:00

I was browsin around youtube fer like half a day, then i came across this video.
When i remember what the song was about, i was like.. DICK IT LOW then Dip it Low.

HAHAHAHAHA!

*Warning*
Guys please keep your hands to yourself.

I was bored, so yea..

Appeal / Accident

2009-10-28T23:54:00.003+08:00

Its 11.50pm.

Still not asleep yet.
Cause tryin to crack my head just to think of something fer my appeal application.
Fer like 10minutes of thinking, guess what?
I got no idea what to type about.

Brain dead, yea.

God, someone please help me!
I aint that good with letters.

Oh yea, earlier on i was on my home from Clementi.
Saw an accident at Jurong East cross-juction. Near Jurong Town Council
Kinda a gruesome sight.
If im not wrong, it involves a motorbike (RVF) and an SBS bus.
Ambulance, Police & TP was already at the scene.
Wasnt able to tell whether the rider is alright, was in a filter lane. Cant expect just to stop there just to take a look whats really goin on.

Got another news from a friend, there was an accident in the morning. AYE headin to changi.

Well, havin 2 wheels fer transportation isnt a safe one.
But we riders know what risks we're taking.
So, ride safe guys. Always check your blindspots.

Still waiting, gimme a sign.

Skipped school

2009-10-28T13:22:00.002+08:00

Guess what?

I miss my lesson today. Why?
The usual reason, OVERSLEPT.

Well, the usual. Slept at about 4am
The main reason was that i was thinking too much while on bed.
Problems after problems.
Just need to think of a solution to it all.

Bit by bit, i just have to THINK.

And now, the weather looks like its gonna rain.
I hung my helmet at my bike, gonna go get it before it starts raining cats & dogs.
If it gets wet, im soo gonna use the hair-dryer.

Come to think of it, life is sure full of uncertainties.
Cant expect the unexpected.

I miss them both.

2 words.

2009-10-27T20:00:00.002+08:00

Sleep & Tempting.

Sleep

Anyone who dont sleep, they aint humans. I dont sleep that often, why?
Cause i'm always active all the time. Which result damages to my body clock.
Which also result in INSOMIA.

Even if i keep tossing & turning in bed forcing myself to sleep, ended up i turning on the pc.
We all know that we need atleast 6-8 hours of sleep, thats the average timing fer teenagers like us. I assumed.

But to some teenagers like us, what is sleeping mann..?
We should spend out time more on games, goin out & have fun. Am i right?
Tell me if i'm wrong.

Some teens cant sleep, cause they're pressured with school werk.
Burden with school projects that have to be handed up maybe the day after.
No choice but hafta sacrifice their sleep in order to finish it all up.
Sometimes i stood up late just to copy. Hehe

Tempting

Everybody is tempted about something.
Fer example girls, tempted to buy a new handbag or eyeliner.
As fer guys, well fer me.. As usual, tempted to buy accessories fer my bike.

Theres alot of things that we're tempted to buy, or do.
Fer worse case scenario, tempted fer sex.
Yea yea, wooo hoo! But dont get excited about it.
But its soo tempting right?

Haha just control your hormones till the day when you put a ring in one of those fingers.

Im just tempting to buy a new helmet. Hehe.

Got nothin to do, by the way thanks fer the 2 words ehh.. Pecah kepale sey.

2009-10-27T11:16:00.002+08:00

Alrightey people.
Sorry fer my absence.

Alot of things happened fer the past 1 month.

AS you can see, i've change my blogskin.. AGAIN.
Cause i've receive feedback about my blogskin back then.
Kan da cakap, temporary je. Aishh.

I've got afew pictures that i wanna update but it seems like my computer doesnt want to cooperate.
Maybe i'll use the laptop, if i ever got the chance to.

OHOH! I went on a cruise with my family last saturday. Gerekkk !
I'll put on the pictures as soon as possible aights.

PS:Gotta love my parents..

2009-10-02T04:55:00.000+08:00

Look at the time.
Im soo shaken up.

Something happened.
Because of one fella said it before i was heading home, it really happened.

What the fish!

Wanna sincerely apologise to my beloved, soo sorry that i cant make it,

2009-10-01T01:48:00.001+08:00

Just to let my dear know, that my msn is kinda givin me a hard time.
Some messages cant be delivered.
Hope she reads this.

Love & misses you lots.

2009-09-30T20:11:00.013+08:00

Guess what?

Im in msia right now with 2 of my best buddies.
Just to let my loved one know that im safely arrived at my place.

Here are some pics of awhat we did tody:

Actually the pictures are kinda jumbled up hehe.

Ade pencuri uh pat umah.

Hasan ngah bored.

This cute kitty reminds me of someone cute back in singapore.

Horse~

Hasan & Hasrul.

Spectacular view

So peaceful.

Currently we're waitin fer Khai to come, we'll be meetin him at about 12am later.
So yea, hopefully will update soon.

I miss you

2009-09-30T11:12:00.002+08:00

I hate it when my uncle takes my lappy without me knowing. By the time i got it back, its like 5plus.
Screw him and his betting habits..
Making me wait & them wait too.

Sorry my dear.

OK the main issue, i almost got into an accident again.
But this time, its clear cut that its the DRIVER's fault.
If you wanna corner like a wannabe racer, please la.. check your BLINDSPOT!
The situation i was in, he almost hit the back part of my bike.
I was aware, was even ready cause i observing the car from afar.

At that bend, as i was cornering i check back. FUcK!~
The car 'oversteer', i horned & blow my bike at him afew times.
Car not happy, overtake me and turned the next bend.
Upon seeing that, sape tak happy sey.
But kan, i remembered ade orang tu kate suruh ride safely.
So, i slowed down instead.

Eventhough i was sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo frustrated.
I manage to cool down after that.
But was short-lived.
Cause when i reached home, i found out that my lappy was missing.
Grr.

PS: Be goin to msia later, be back on friday.

Gonna miss them, confirm rabak2 nye.

2009-09-29T03:06:00.002+08:00

Finally i mange to get the full power! Not eaxctly full yet. Haha.
Got it tested, speed wise not bad.
The only thing that worries me most, aerodynamic. Did i spell that right?

Whatever.

Just had to have my head down to have a smooth ride.

Actually, i was very happy that she called today. I miss her sooo damn much!
Hearing her voice was like, music to my ears.
After her story, i was pretty much relieved. Tapi ade part my blood go upstairs uh.
No order at that point of time, so yea kinda use that time to talk to her.

Now, she's sick fer some reason.

And OH! Sorry if i didnt manage to talk to you at night, was doing my closing la sey.
Nanti manager marah.

Tu la syg, i da suruh tdo siang takmo kan. Degil.
Kan ape da jadi.

2009-09-28T03:41:00.002+08:00

UPDATEd!

Ah well, kinda lazy to update my blog.
So yea, if wanna know what i've been doin lately try lookin into Sabri's, Hasrul's blog.

Im updatin cause i've experienced something that happened to me recently.
First, havin a close encounter with a taxi.
Basically part of it was my fault, misjudged.
Cant blame the driver, i kinda do it last minute.
Was overtakin the taxi on the left, without signalling. At the time there was a bus beside me, soo i kinda sped by them both.
Last minute the taxi changed lane, to the lane i was gonna overtakin it.

Had to make a sharp turn, miss hitting the taxi by afew inches.
Bola da pat tekak siols.
When recovering my handlebar wobbled.
Managed to get it maintained,

If i didnt saw it coming, it might cause me my LIFE.

Hati2 biler riding yer kawan2 ku sekalian.

PS: Missing them both, very bad.

2009-09-19T04:33:00.003+08:00

2nd time my bike died on me.
This time, due to heavy rain earlier on.

5pm.
Was on my way to meet hafiz.
5.05pm
Tried to start my bike, failed.
5.10pm
Still wont start, called hafiz. Kate minyak nak abes.. takpe
5.20pm
Still bike wont start, right started to get tired.
5.30pm
Called iffri, cant come cause already reached the place.
5.40pm
Called hasrul, decided to come to my rescue.
5.45pm
Hasrul arrived at my place. Laju pe
6.pm
We tried reviving my bike, failed.
6.15pm
Operate on my bike, failed.
6.30pm
Decided not to meet hafiz but went to hasrul's block instead.
6.40pm
Lepak pat bawah.
7pm
Hasrul went back home to buke while i bought myself something to eat.
8pm
Went back to my place, 2nd attempt to revive my bike.
8.15pm
ITS ALIVE! Baik uh geng.

After that head on to KFC, met hasan, khai & iskandar.
Ade orang tu da beli motor baru la sey.
Same model jugak.
Gerek2.

End of the day, hafta clean up my room.

Thanks eh hasrul, you da best uh geng.

2009-09-16T06:06:00.001+08:00

Finally.

Love is in the air.. again.

Will hold on to it no matter what.

2009-09-15T05:23:00.002+08:00

It was 11hours of HELL, just waitin it to be done.

Ask hasrul, he got ALL of the answers.
Just waitin fer him.
But what to do, kawan nye pasal.
Lagipun he didnt know the way home, or he does. But maybe he'll stray to other places instead.
Haha.

We reached the place like 3pm, he was like the 1st customer to be serviced.
But before that we were told to meet under his block like 1plus, or was it 2?
I overslept.
Sorry my fault, cause i was chattin with her kinda the whole night.

Reached his place at 230.
Khai, hasrul & hasan was waitin fer me already.
But sped off to chua chu kang first to singgah esso pat sane.
Hasrul needa withdraw some money while i need refuellin.

This part, pecah man.
We reached the checkpoint.
Hasrul tak tau mane nak letak thumbprint. Padahal pat depan mate, maklum la FIRST time.

Blablabla, i'll skip afew minor details.
Met iskekandar, colleague from werk.
Unexpectedly my upstair neighbour, ex-neighbour and my uncle.
HAHA!

Then we buke sesame.
I've got a picture, but im lazy to put it. Maybe later.
Hehe.

Then, hasan & khai went back. Cause hasan got curfew & khai wanna have an early night cause He's havin his TP tomorrow. Good LUCK sareke!
Left the 2 of us, hasrul & me.
Listened to songs from the radio at the werkshop.
But this particular song, ' Watcha Say' reminds me of her.
I miss her, really i do.
Kite tunggu punye tunggu punye tunggu, motor pun belum siap siap.
Ape la, if not we would head home at around 1, but the stupid wiring sure got itself haywired.

But tak gune, after checkpoint, haywire again.
Went to hasan's place to retrieve hasrul's stolen 2T.
Khai stole it. HAHA!
Then went off to send hasrul back.
Reached home.
Chat with her.

Still chattin with her now, gonna sleep soon. Later got werk :)
Taking care people.

2009-09-12T04:25:00.000+08:00

Guess what?

My bike broke down in the middle of the night, at BUGIS.
No idea why, maybe its the setting i should say. The fuel doesnt move smoothly i suppose.

45minutes of HELL!
Keep on kickin it till my leg went numb.
I suppose my right leg will be bigger then my left,freaky.

Anyway, i got to know this girl. The unexpecting was, shes a single mum. Wasnt too surprising. She was kinda depressed over her previous relationship, i kinda help her out by cheerin her up. She smiled.
Ah well, strangers comes and goes.

Hopefully we'll meet again someday.

First things first, my bike.

2009-09-10T15:01:00.001+08:00

Guess what?

IM BACK!

Haha. Was about 30minutes ago actually.
2 days straight without havin to go out was really frustrating.
Seriously~!

I was like, watchin tv the whole day. (As expected)
Cleanin up the house. Atleast that way it makes the time pass faster rather then me doin nothing.
No friends, no company. Its like im waiting fer rocks to turn gold, like hell its gonna happen.

Well, now im THANKFUL enough to have my laptop by my side.
Theres no internet there.
But crap, i left my cashcard in my IU-unit.

BRB!

2009-09-08T04:14:00.001+08:00

LOOK AT THE TIME! and im still wide awake.
What to do, cant sleep. So imma use the time to update my blog.

Well, im goin on a vacation on my own.

Destination: Leisure Farm.

Its located in Malaysia, Gelang Patah.
Via Tuas Checkpoint.

2nd house actually, haha.
Will be stayin there fer awhile i guess, maybe till friday.
Cause i got werk that evening.
Will be by myself during the day but my family will be home before or after buke. (Break Fast).

Uncontactable, maybe.
But will back soon, dont miss me aights!

Seeya!

2009-09-07T03:18:00.000+08:00

Scary. NOT!

Haha, just came back from malaysia actually. Kinda bored, so imma tell you guys what i've experienced.
Was with Shafian, colleage from werk, went there to actually set his carberator cause he just finished running-in his 125Z.
But sadly, the werkshop which we usually visits closed.
Kan da cakap, degil kan.

So we just top-up our petrol and ciggy. On our way back, after the causeway checkpoint. We're just travellin about 50km/h, nak save minyak!
Haha.

Then suddenly a car, cut our lane and slowed down without signallinjust to signal his friend. Shafian horned at him.
I purposely turned closely to his car and 'blow' afew times before i went ahead.
Not 1 or 2 minutes later.
The car was behind tailgatin us while another was beside.

This part i tell you, very the funny.
The car that was beside us turned on his 'siren'.
Haha, i was like ' buto la, lau nak step police siren kuat kan lagi ar. '
While the car behind us exit towards SLE/CTE, the car beside us went ahead.

Shafian: Nasib motor aku lum setting.
ME: Nasib motor aku lagi saket, lau tak da kejar tu kerete.

Then we went our separate ways, i continued maintainin at a speed of 80km/h all the way home.
By pass the 'longkang' just to see the bapoks.
Hehe, ade jugak satu.

Sampai rumah, makanan takde. alamak, lau tak tadi aku da beli roti da..
xD

2009-09-05T12:35:00.000+08:00

Heya!

I know i know its been awhile since i last post.
Well, these past few days has been a bizzare twist to me.
Haha.

Anyway, recently another sidewinder got into an accident. But it wasnt that serious.
Hasan, got knocked down by an X9. The rider kinda self-skidded and lose control of his bike. The only thing that was damaged was his footrest, plus a little bruise at his right knee. If im not wrong.

Im kinda like the last one standin fer the group. Funny la, they call it final destination sak. One by one got struck with bad luck, sume ngah tunggu biler je aku nye turn. RABAK.

Guys, sorry to disappoint you cause im a SAFE rider. HAHA!
Tak akan accident, aku leh guarantee! Wobble ade ar. xD

PS: Aku dengar2 ngan budak pizza hut name aku da UP, APA BENDE SAK?

2009-08-23T01:51:00.002+08:00

Forbidden Love.
Cant expect to love someone who cant love you back.

Anyway, my mind's been up the sky lately.
Cant really get out of it.
Tryin to get away by goin somewhere alone.
But time doesnt let me.

I wanted to, but im soo damn broke.
Hope fasting month will help me save some.

First time havin to break fast on the fast day away from home.
Kinda sad.
Im not connected with my family like i used to.
Cause im always not around.
Im soo FUCKED up.

Oh well, im always fucked up no matter what.
I've got no self-discipline.

2009-08-19T13:25:00.000+08:00

One by one, hearing & seeing my friends havin themselves gotten in some DEEP SHIT.
Accidents.

Recently, in a month 2 of my brothers had gotten themselves hurt.
Injured, but not that serious. Except fer iskandar ngan X1R dier.
Hasrul lak, ntah camne lak leh accident.
Maybe its technical or human error.

Afew words of advice, like we pizza hut riders always say:
" Ride safe bro ".

I pray fer your speedy recovery man!

2009-08-17T02:25:00.000+08:00

Being bored this few days.
I've got nothin to do.

Need a friend.
Anyone willing to go out with me?

Lols.

2009-08-14T03:20:00.001+08:00

Its funny.

All this while i've been observing.
Really, what makes life soo special?

Havin someone to be with?
Or
Doin what you care most?

I dont really care fer any of those.
Just grab whatever you can get.
Anyway, just enjoy life as it is.
No point havin to fight over a bowl of rice.

Havin a simple life, is always best.
No regrets.

Oh yea i forgot, i kinda skipped school fer 3weeks already.

2009-08-11T01:03:00.003+08:00

OK.

Sorry fer not being updating.
But will do, soon.

If im not busy of course..
Haha.

Tooodles..

2009-07-19T12:51:00.002+08:00

Kathy Nhung Duong.
16.
Texas.

We've known each other fer like 4 years now. Watched her grew from a teenager to a young adult. She's like a sister to me now, havin to know her personal life. Sharin out problems with one another, solvin it out together.

But its now like that anymore, me busy with school and werk while she's busy with hers. Especially her netball training.
Atleast we still do contact each other from time to time.

Aights thats all fer now.

PS: Guys dont drool over this picture. Girls too.

2009-07-18T13:16:00.005+08:00

Actually i've got nothin in mind to post about.
Random pics that i hang out with AP & his friends.

My Bike.

2009-07-16T00:49:00.007+08:00

When i first took out my bike, it look like the ones on top.

After afew months it came to this, just some minor changes.
ATLAST, Hasrul has finally came out with his RXZ.
With 3 bikes on the road, everyone can enjoy outing together.

Just hope i still know how to use the EZ-LINK card. HAHA!~

Escape Theme

2009-06-29T03:38:00.009+08:00

Aights guys, sincere apologies if i havent been updatin my blog.
Let me share about what happened today.

Apologies to my guys fer being late, was soo dam tired cause had not been sleeepin fer the past 36plus hours.
I woke up at about 2plus today, da janji ngan members kul 12 meetin pat 619.
Called Hasrul, bla bla bla they're on the way there. But was at bugis.
Ok.
Took my shower and off i went.
Race my way there, chey cam paham.
Sampai dalam kul 315 gitu.
Callin dorang lagi, then was asked to wait dekat E!Hub.
Ok. then terserempak ngan mamat johor.
Askin if there's any bus goin to changi/pasir ris beach.

We talked fer awhile before i spot them at the 'Ferris' wheel.
Then, they shouted " Saman tu motor!"
Ape lagi, aku pun check pat luar tingkap besar.
Aisey! Motor kene saman!
I gamble uh, takde parkin coupon.
Letak je.
8bucks man just fer goin there, wasted.

We had a lot of fun.
VIKING the best!
Goin here and there.
Just to cut short, we've seen and done both the goods.
Lain kali mintak number uh geng.
HAHA!

Here are some pics i took from Hasan's Blog.
We took alot but he kinda lazy to upload them all.
Enjoy!~

Hehe apek basah!~

Nas, gigi maintain eh.

Tengok ape sab?

Cheh, ni mat tangkap coool siol!~

Basah bang?

Unexpected picture of me.

2009-06-25T03:01:00.000+08:00

Anyone knows where this place is?
I know i do.
Hehe.

2009-06-17T03:52:00.003+08:00

Look at the time.
And i aint sleepin yet.
Kinda havin sleepin disorder.

INSOMIA!~

Haha, cam paham.
Anyway, seen alot of things these pass few days.
Will always be in my memories.

Dammit im soo stressed out.
Dont know what it is YET.
Gotta figure out.
Need to clear my mind.

Maybe its time i need help.

I need something.
But not anyone can give it to me.
Cause its ...
Anyone willing to give it to me?

2009-06-03T02:37:00.001+08:00

Some word of advice :

RIDE S-L-O-W-L-Y.

Quote from :
A Car Washer.

2009-06-01T15:09:00.002+08:00

GUYs!

Guess what?
I got suspended from werk cause i failed CMS! , which i didnt expect that i'd fail.
I failed cause of, ' No smile, No flier & Was 59minutes SLOW ' .

Lol what the ?
Me slow? Almost an hour?
Impossible la.

Crap.
Min 1 week max 2 weeks suspension.
That means, more free time = more boredom = more spending = LESS income.
How?
Pandai2 kau la nak.

Dammit, im gonna miss my bike appointment.
What?
My bike's sick.
They need MC too.

HAHA.

2009-05-31T15:31:00.002+08:00

I'm screwed.
Someone dropped my bike when i was away.
Must be that 'bang-a-la' screwin with my bike.
Drivin that 3-wheeled car around. Step ade P-plate pat depan lagi tu.
Tetap langgar jugak.

Well, went to JP to settle some insurance issue. Was ok.
But i had to bring home the file.
Otak sot je.
Takde kotak one thing, but to hold while moving off?
Sial la.
Ade je dier nak aku letak pat dalam baju.

Pandai2 aku uh.
Tapi yang best thing nak kuar gantry.
Kene tangkap ngan guard while tryin to tailgate a car when its moving off.
Nak free nye pasal.
Dammit but i hafta pay, 80cents.

HAHAHA!

Goin to werk in awhile.
Before that, i need to go somewhere.
Hope it doesnt rain today.
Kene kejar docket!

2009-05-28T15:03:00.002+08:00

Barcelona won the Champ's League title!
Nevertheless ManU was my favourite team, but barcelona played better.

They really had good possesion & control of the ball.
Went out with Dino(saur), Is(ke)kandar, Adi(am) and finally Fairus aka gendut.
Just wanna get things outta my head so i decided to follow them to watch the game.
Kinda helps.
A little help does the trick each step of the way.

After the game, Dino and me hafta send iskandar home.
Got lost along the way but manage to find it.
Goin home part, even easier.
Well, i reached home at about 6am?

And kinda drenched my petrol to half.
I pumped it full just hours before.

2009-05-27T13:19:00.003+08:00

I reach home at about 4am. Why so late?
It was raining. Rain + Early Morning = Freakin COLD!

I was wearing my bermudas, t-shirt and crocs. Dammit.
Wished i've brought along my raincoat, JUST IN CASE.
No choice uh, hafta ride my way home, slowly.
Sial la betul nye sejuk siol. Taboleh angs.

Road condition was wet, tapi main bedal je uh.
Cold is cold, but i hafta reach home ASAP.
Ber-gigil aku.
Upon reaching, i quietly sneak back in.
Bring back a pizza fer me to eat.

Hehe.

2009-05-26T01:12:00.002+08:00

Everything that i've done. Has its reasons.
I dont do things just fer the fun of it.

I know she may not understand why, but im sure she'll move on.
You can say bad things about me, i know thats your opinion towards me now.
Just cause your past experiences repeats itself.

Im sorry my dear.
Hurt now, then hurt later.
Not gonna lie anymore.

Sorry to you, your prince, your sister and her boyfriend.
I really regret having to do this.
If you're reading this, hope you keep this in mind that i still love you.

2009-05-25T01:59:00.001+08:00

I dont know. Maybe im through.

Its done. No turning back.

I've made my decision.

It stops here.

2009-05-23T12:19:00.002+08:00

OK, im updating my blog.. Thats now that is.
Just a minor change in my blog, those who noticed it. Dam you got good eyesight.

Ah well, nothin much goin on. Didnt werk even ONCE this week, not till sunday of course.
Just takin leave fer awhile, wanna enjoy IT just to get a feel of it.
Been ok, need had it checked fer afew times.
Maybe goin again later.

Yesterday, met her. Love her soo much.
No idea why, but i dam love that girl very much.
But, am abit disappointed.

Yea. I AM.
Dont ask me why. Aku lagi tak tau.

Wave

2009-05-08T00:07:00.001+08:00

What if change my mind and take up wave?

Still ponderin about it.
Monday will be my BIG decision.

Hmm.

*Got a message*
Sad.

School.

2009-04-30T14:39:00.004+08:00

School. A place where people from all ages come to study.
But some chose not to study.
Which kinda include me, maybe.

Made a promise to myself that i'll be goin back to school on MONDAY.
Seriously, if i didnt go to school. Whoever is reading my blog today on the 30th April, i'll treat you all Pizza Hut.
Amacam?

Deal or No Deal.

HAHA.

-Tag me if you do.

2009-04-26T01:33:00.005+08:00

Aww man, i cant sleep well this pass few days, weeks. Months? No shit.
No reason why, its just that.. i cant sleeep thats why.
Ok that doesnt help.

Many things in my head maybe?
Or isit that im still active that my fatigue doesnt give a shit?
I neeed something, someone maybe?

Heads up, been missing classes since tuesday.
Shit, dont wanna miss anymore classes. I'll try.
Need motivation cause i aint got any.
Can someone be my motivator? Cause i really need one, badly.

If i dont get spank in the ass, i cant get myself moving.
Cause i know shit that i cant do things ESPECIALLY by myself.
Sometimes i wonder, ditch school fer werk.
Since i always absence myself from classes.

Sigh.

Tired

2009-04-21T03:00:00.001+08:00

Dammit, im soo freakin tired. Sleepy but not sleepy enough fer me to sleeep peacefully.
Lying down on the bed right now.
Thinkin of her.

I cant seem to ferget her smile.
But what can i do, past is past.
Time to look ahead.

Bored.

2009-04-19T02:39:00.003+08:00

Actually, im bloggin cause of pure boredom.
Cant actually sleep well, i only have both laptops turned on while listenin to the songs which i've just gotten it.
Repeatin over and over again.

Not unless you have something fer me to do of course.
Haha.

Spark

2009-04-14T23:19:00.003+08:00

X1R
Spark

Firstly i wanna congratulate Hasrul fer passing his TP with 18 points. FINALLY.
Atlast another bugger got himself P plated.
Gettin himself an X1R while im savin fer myself a Spark.

How long would that be?
I'm aiming fer 2months to get me the bike i wanted.
Dammit cant wait till the day comes.
So that i can travel anywhere with EASE.

I'm BACK!

2009-04-13T00:14:00.002+08:00

Wooohoooo!
Finally i can get back online.
Its been awhile i know, time fer me to start sweeping the dust away.

Happy fer a moment there, but school starts tomorrow.
Awww.
I miss school.
Actually not tomorrow, its TODAY!
Look at the time.
Its late.

Im off to bed.

Economically

2009-03-02T20:44:00.002+08:00

Try to pronounce the word ' ECONOMICALLY'.
Easy right?
Try sayin it slowly, then goin on fast.

Not that easy, if you can say it right.
Prove it to me.

Happy trying :)

Nothing In Mind.

2009-02-24T22:26:00.002+08:00

Actually i've got nothing to post about.
Gimme an idea, anyone.
Its been awhile since i last post.

Pass!

2009-01-15T21:59:00.003+08:00

Aights, sorry if i didnt update my blog fer awhile. Been kinda lazy, busy maybe.

Okok, what'd i do? Cant remember.
The only thing i remember is passing my 8.01 the 2nd time with 4 demerit points. Can you believe that?
All 5 from my group passed. First time sey.

Just hope during my TP i'll be in this standard still, with no immediate failure.
Thanks fer those who wished me good luck. Hope fer the same fer you guys.

Today in school, first time in WEEKS that i've been able to concentrate on my studies. Really understand what teacher thought us in class and i hope it'll continue on like this till exams. I do need the support that i can, if not i'm worried that i'll be goin back to my old-self again. Lazy-self.
I have to change.

AND about my resolution, its really a test whether i can do it or not. To be true, it made me sick fer 4 days just after 1 week. Maybe i'll have to re-adjust my resolution, to CUT down. Yea maybe thats fair enough. Dammit now i owe someone a meal, a very BIG meal. Shit.

And to my dear wifey, i miss you very much ever since you've start studying again. Meet up soon k, study hard. Love you.

Been Away

2009-01-08T12:28:00.002+08:00

Oops, seems like i've missed alot.
Well you can just read it off from hasrul's blog.

First i wanna say congrats to my wifey who managed to get back to school, today.
Second, congrats to hasan fer makin his blog.
Third, boohoo to me fer loosing my job just cause i fell sick today.

Didnt know job was more important then my life uh.
High fever.
Never turn up fer my bike practical yesterday, lose $33 bucks.
Now lose job.

But its ok, money can be earn. Life doesnt.
Only once in a lifetime.

New Year Resolution.

2008-12-31T18:10:00.003+08:00

Guess what? My New Year Resolution is to STOP SMOKING!

Pretty sudden aint it?

Yea well i've made up my mind.

It'll be no to tobacco fer the next few hours.

So, mayb i'll smoke afew before the New Year. Lol

Atleast im doin the better good.

Its all mind over body.

Atleast im making afew people happy about my resolution.

Hehe.

Getting back.

2008-12-30T21:35:00.002+08:00

First of all, WELCOME BACK HASAN. Ini sareke aru alek dari msia, shopping babe pat sane.
Thanx fer the adidas shirt, appreciate it. Next time my turn to buy fer you all gifts.

Second, Umi patched up with me. The most happiest day of my LIFE! Very happy too. I promise you, i wont ever let you down. Love you very much, muacks!

Ok. Today morning, Hasan text me when i was about to sleeep. Yea i didnt sleep the night before, was up watchin movie. I was like, what the fuck? Sejak bile sareke ini start jogging? Haha, he text just to have breakfast with him. But i reply that i've got no money, he said he belanje. SET AR!
Hasan teach me a new word, 'cipet' which means puki in indonesia. Hahahahaha!

Then 730 go out walk to Sha's block. Hasan's girlfriend. Then we walk to the market, talk talk. Reach makanshiok, apa lagi buy redbull!
Siang tadi kate nak minum kopi, redbull lak.
Then order prata, Hasan ate 1 egg 1 plain while i eat 2 plain.
Hahaha, first time after a very long time sinced i had breakfast with hasan.
Lain kali ajak yang lain uh, kalau dorang leh bangun cepat. Wakakakaka!

After that, 1 whole day at home. Watchin movie whole day.

Thoughts

2008-12-27T03:57:00.003+08:00

Havin a chat with Hasrul made me think.
Actually he kinda messed up the story a little bit but its aights.
The actual question is, do i really love her? Do i really mean it?

Earlier on, i met Diyanah, Herini & Suaidah. Upon reachin, i just sat there quietly, they knew my problems. Even this news reach as far as Ori, yes bro i'll be strong. Mentally & emotionally.

Havin all these questions stuck in my head kept me thinking, till now. Dont think i'll go to sleep but i must rest, its been like more than 42 hours since i last slept. I've got werk later, must rest.
Everywhere i go, my vision blurred.

But HOW? I kept thinkin this in my head. I just need to clear my head fer a little while. Need to thanks Hasrul fer wakin me up. Thanks to the trios fer talkin things out with me.

Already 4 plus in the morning, i can barely open my eyes to type. Like what Hasrul said, i just neeed the time and space. Just like himself.

Theres no other person better myself.

2008-12-27T00:41:00.003+08:00

Theres no other person better myself.

So yea, we've broken up. We blamed each other.

Who won? Neither side, both lost.

Why? No comment. Cause i cant think of any.

Yea im heartbroken, but i aint showing it fer all to see.

If not its our 2nd month since yesterday.

Just happy on the outside, not the inside.

After all this, i've concluded that theres no other person better than myself. Cause only me, myself and I can make myself happy.

Werk

2008-12-25T14:12:00.002+08:00

Only 2nd day at werk and i got to werk overtime.
Its not a bad thing.
Anyway, overtime not that long too.
From 7pm to 3am.
Not bad.
Atleast im still active after that.
Cant sleep.
Should have stayed till 7am.

Lol.

As fer my other half, i want her back.
Tried to call her, no answer.
Just wanna say sorry if i hurt her, truly.
It doesnt matter if you dont know me that well, you will be in time to come.
Its just time.
I dont want you to leave me, not now, not ever.
I love you.

Sigh~

Merry Christmas to those celebrating.

Need discipline.

2008-12-23T10:01:00.002+08:00

Im the kind of person who needs to be controlled, if not i'll gone wild. Ok lets not say wild, just that i'll be astray. I'll be like a werewolf who doesnt recall knowing someone or worse loving someone. I'm just scared that if we're distance fer a long time, i'll lose that feeling.

I'm very upredictable to begin with. People may think i'm that, i'm this but i waaay complicated than those things. Those who thinks that they truly know me, may not know whats my true self.

Nobody knows me better than i do.

If you can recall the words being bold, yes its been in my msn fer quite awhile. So far how many people really knows me? Knows my true colours? A handful, which are my brothers. My closest morons which i'm with today. And yea another fella that really knows me is *******. If you're reading this, keep it to yourself. Takmo tegur uh.

I just need someone to talk to.

ICA

2008-12-23T00:24:00.002+08:00

Didnt expect to be screened by ICA.
Just came back from msia, just wanted to light my cigarrette " Boy what you smoking? "
Pulled out my box Sampoerna International.
Then he showed me that he's from ICA, followed him to the side of Jurong East Entertainment to be reported.

Fuh, got away with a warning cause i've got prove that i just came from msia with my PASSPORT.

Went home, called manager that im coming down today but she insisted i come the next day. Waste time je aku alek nari.

So went to meet Sabri with his friends Hafiz from bedok. Just came all the way to see Jurong Point Extension and to east nasi ayam penyet at Makan Shiok.
Went back to Jurong Point to meet Yan and his friend Alvin.
Walk around, eat some shit than went 619. But Yan went home first, Alvin followed us.

Reach there kana scold, we were dam LATE.
Alvin wanna try guitar, Sabri teach him.
Make new friend.
Not bad really.

Went home and im typing this whole thing out.
My granny really thought i was werking tonight.
Shhhh.

Not her

2008-12-20T23:49:00.002+08:00

She claims that it wasnt her that message me.
She was sleepin at that time.

Than who was it that message me?

Ghost?

Her last words before signin off.

2008-12-20T16:39:00.003+08:00

' Its time fer us to break up '

Her last words before signin out without telling me why.

Called, messaged.. No answer, no reply.

No explanations.

Nothing.

One Fucked Up Instructor.

2008-12-17T23:30:00.002+08:00

We went fer practical to pass, instructors too want us to pass.
BUT some fucked up instructor wanna fail us, on purpose. Why?
Earlier on, went fer my 6.01 at 8.05pm-9.45pm. Was my second time.
One of them was my previous instructor, nice fella.
Another was thee fucked up instructor, attitude fella.

Nice fella gave us the instructions clearly, but thee attitude fella gave us alternative instructions.
Its like whatever nice fella said previously was wrong and he's right.
To me, attitude fella was just fuckin around. But the way he carry himself, none of the riders of my group like him.
We're soo 'lucky' to get an instructor like him. Very FORTUNATE.

Nice fella, too soft.. Cant fight back, always let attitude fella win.
One example, nice fella commented that i did my checking but attitude fella said, ' Noo i didnt see him check '.
In my mind was, ' Of course la you cannot see, you're waaay infront while he was JUST behind me '.

Gave attitude is one thing, cock eye is another. He got four eyes la sial, still cannot see.

Ended up failing the WHOLE group. We were like ' what the fuck? '
I can understand nice fella is those kind hearted, but is not brave enough to take on attitude fella. But cmon la, atleast voice out a little?

*Sigh* No money, No werk.
How to finish the whole practical if i've got one month left.

I miss her.

2008-12-17T01:50:00.002+08:00

Seconds, minutes, hours, days, weeks.. No chance to see her yet.
I've miss her soo much that i wanna squeeze her tightly in my arms when i get to see her again.
I cant help but think about her.
Cant stop thinkin about her health, i hope shes takin good care of herself.
I just wanna be there fer her. Gimme the chance aights?

I know theres something goin on between us, just dont let it seperate us both.
Knowin that i cant describe the feelin i've fer you.
But know one thing, i love you very much.
No matter what, i wont leave you. Never.

You got my heart, i've got yours.

Prayers.

2008-12-12T00:43:00.002+08:00

Sorry if i didnt update my blog fer quite sometime.
Been kinda lazy lately.

Of all the time in the world, do we think of those in need?
Yes? Maybe? No?
Most people care more about themselves, to earn a living fer them and fer their families.
But why?
Do we care about the others that cant help themselves?
I feel bad whenever i see those people, sitting or sleeping on cardboards at the corner of the streets, under HDB buildings.

Spare a thought fer our loved ones?
Always. Worried too.
I know i aint makin sense, its just that im just typing out what im thinking.
As you can read it fer yourself, my mind is abit fucked up.
Too many things im thinking about, just need time to myself.

My prayers to my wifey, semoga allah cepatkan menyembuhi mu.
Love you.

PS- I know my malay sucks.

Trying to find myself.

2008-11-24T16:17:00.005+08:00

What kind of person am i?
Can anyone tell?
How knows me better than anyone else? Who?

All this time, what do i want?
What do i wanna achieve?
My answers will always be ' i dont know '
Yea its true.
All my life has been ' i dont know ', ' anything '.
Untill it has become a habit.

But, recently i've been asked ' where do i put my friends? '
or better ' where do i put my girlfriend? '.
All of these, i got no idea. Cause why? ' i dont know '.
My wifey, is disappointed, upset in me.
Shes confused.
Cause why? I cant give her a direct answer.
So i told her that i want a time-out. Shes hurt, i know.

The thing is, my past.. have come to haunt me.
About what i've done.
Im tryin to change fer the better, fer her.
Cause i dont wanna hurt her like what i did in my past.
I know, i was a jerk back than.
Playboy?
I dont know. See.

Whenever i look up in the sky at night, i think of her.
I think about my past.
I dont want my past to be brought onto her.
Please please i really wanna change.
I need someone to take charge over me cause i cant do it alone.
Im the kind of person who needs to be controlled, if not i'll be a loose canon.
I know my mother has given up on me.
But yet, once in awhile she tried to discipline me.

Nowadays i've been soo hot-headed.
Im not like this.
Wheres the patient kind of guy in me?
Who always love to help people out.
Kind? Cheerful who always like making people laugh?
I've changed fer the worse.

I dont even know where my future lies.

Honey, if you're reading this. Please dont give up on me, i need you.
Cause i still love you.

2008-11-23T01:07:00.002+08:00

Regulations of this quiz is :
-People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any questions that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
-Tag 6 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse.
-These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.
-Continue this game by sending it to other people.

Q : If you had 3 wishes, what will that be?
A : I Wanna Be A Good Hubby, A Soleha Son & A Unforgetable Friend.

Q : Did you ever think to yourself and wonder if you're really real?
A : Weirdly , yes .

Q : Are you afraid of what lies ahead of you?
A : Not really, Just have to be ready.

Q : Would you change yourself for the person you love?
A : Yes.

Q : Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
A : Both.

Q : How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
A : As long as it takes.

Q : If the person you secretly liked is already attached, what would you do?
A : Wish her the best in her relationship .

Q : Is there anything that made you unhappy these days?
A : Sorta.

Q : Do you get butterflies in your stomach whenever you're around the guy/girl you like?
A : Depends.

Q : Have you ever not been able to get someone out of your head?
A : Yes.

Q : Who are currently most important people to you?
A : Family, Friends & Wifey.

Q : Have you ever wanted someone but you knew you couldn't?
A : Sorta. But not anymore.

Q : Are you happy with your life?
A : Yes.

Q : Would you give all in a relationship?
A : Yes if its fer a good reason.

Q : What type of friends do you like?
A : Honest, no attitude problems, easy going.

Q : Do you often wish there was something you could change?
A : Yes.

Q : What do you notice when you first meet a girl?
A : Her Eyes.

Q : If your lover betrayed you, what will be your reaction?
A : Dont think i'll have a reaction.

6 people I tagged :
Sue
Sabri
Kailing
Filzah
Mira
Icecream

I miss her!

2008-11-21T22:19:00.002+08:00

Yes yes, i didnt called her =\
My bad.
But still, i miss her soo much!

Just hope i'll get to meet her tomorrow.
PLEASE!

Well seriously i've been sleeeping almost half the day.
Seriously, i've got like tons of werk to do.
Didnt actually have my sleep fer like more than 48 hours.
Do this do that, but still its not an excuse fer not able to call her. Atleast once =\
What kind of guy am i?

Took my 5.02, surprisingly i passed fer a first timer.
Actually i barely pass, 12 demerit points.
Now kinda have to wait fer my RTT.
If i fail that, gotta retake my 5.02.
Pray fer me that i pass on the 6th Dec.

Always love you~~

Warning Letter.

2008-11-19T00:19:00.002+08:00

Okok, my fault fer flyin in and out of the planet.
Gettin a warning letter fer not experimenting in school was expected.
Let me recall, hmmm..
Oh yea, 2 weeks before. Only went fer 1 day, the next week also 1 day. But last week didnt went experimenting at all.

My fault my fault, was just staying at my creepy alien lookin house whole day.
Reasons?
A whole lot of reasons.

Yesterday went over a place called 'Sim Lim Square'
Rode in a human vehicle called a 'Car'
My human family wanna buy a thing called 'Psp' fer my little human brother.
From one place to another, goin up and down using the 'escalator'
To bad its slow, no teleporter.
Finally got one which cost about 370 credit.
But needa collect it on thursday.

Hmmm what else what else.
Oh well, looks like my alien brain aint werkin tonight.
Signin off to my smuggly bed.

Aliens

2008-11-14T16:40:00.002+08:00

Woooo!

Just remembered.
Im one of a kind.

Im one weird son of a gun.

I know what you know.
I know what you dont know.

Sooo lets keep it that way.

Read this very slowly aights?

2008-11-13T23:58:00.006+08:00

1. I need 2 tell u something, read number 5
2. Are u in a rush? read number 8
3. Are u curious? read number 9
4. Look its the following....u betta read number 15
5. I havent got the guts....just read number 17
6. I would like to tell u..but u should read number 16
7. I'll tell u...but first read number 2
8. Its very simple...just read number 4
9. Dont get nervous..its simple..jus read number 18
10. Not yet...but read number 19
11. Are u gettin tired? relax...just read number 13
12. Like i was sayin....read number 3
13. You're nearly there....read number 20
14. You have just wasted a few minutes of your life!
15. Ur getting nervous..just read number 6
16. U still dont get it? just read number 12
17. Oh! im embarassed....read number 7
18. I dunno if u'll understand...just read number 10
19. Read number 11...slowly...and u'll find out
20. Now im'a tell u....read number 14...really quietly ok?

Ok done reading?

Cant think of a title~

2008-11-13T23:44:00.001+08:00

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Birthdays.

2008-11-11T00:03:00.001+08:00

Guys = Bird day.
Gals = Breast day.

Am i wrong to say that?

Haha jus wanna wish my wifey a happy breast day =]
Dam we're getting old.
Hehe.

Loves you my dear *muacks*

Black Sheep.

2008-11-09T09:41:00.003+08:00

Ok, about yesterday. What'd i do?
OH!
Yea i watched movie called ' Lakeview Terrace ' at CausewayPoint ' again'.
We both got no idea where to watch soo yea. Ended up there.
If not wanna go orchard, have a look around. Wanna see that ' Subaru Challenge ' whereby all the asia countries are competing.
Sorry my dear, didnt think of that.
Ok lets get to it.
Wifey said that she's hungry, so yea i forced her to eat eventhough she said that she's on diet. AS IF!
Haha, atleast she ate something after minutes of persuation. Finished everything jus like 10minutes before the movie start. BUT i had to head to the little men's room. Spoiler betuls.
Picked a seat right at the back with no divider. Ok shh, wont elaborate more what happened next.
Yea movie was ok, wasnt expecting the good turned bad and vice versa.

OKOK this is the part where that BLACK SHEEP appeared. We were on our way home after the movie, boarded the escalator.
I was talking to my wifey about something when i heard someone said ' can you just stand on one side of the escalator ' .. it was a remark not a question.
I said ' sorry ' while tryin to move to one side.
But fuck, he pushed me from behind. I was like what the FUCK.
Hellooo? Did you say excuse me? worse of all did you APOLOGISE?
I did realised that the train has JUST ARRIVE and he was already rushing.
Yes i understand why he's rushing but he was fuckin rude.
I looked at him, no manners.. act as if he's a bigshot. hooligan?
Haha, clearly he doesnt know anything about manners.
I was goin to fuck him when wifey pulled me back since our train has arrive as well.
When i saw he brought he's daughter along.
Nevermind, give way.
But fuck, an elder being rude just cause i didnt give way IN TIME?

OK come on, elders complain about us teens being rude in public.
What's soo different about the elders themselves.
Seriously, im still boiling as i typed out these post.
Am i changing?
Im not used to be like im used to be.

I can only think of this: Its part of growing up in life.

Fuck this man.

Home away from home.

2008-11-06T16:00:00.002+08:00

Yes i went back to msia the other night.
Jus to find out that the electricity went out.
Shouldnt have stayed in singapore.

OK, mum wants us to pack our things fer tomorrow.
We did.
Went out to eat, too bad cause mum planned to cook macaroni fishball soup.
Shit, my favourite.

After eating, where did we go next?
YES another home away from home.
Was kinda a spare house fer house. WITH electricity.
The house is still empty tho, not much things there.
But with beds & tv, it'll werk fer now.
Jus hope the electricity is back later on.

Erm no i didnt sleep, was hangin outside the window lookin up at the sky wishin my dear would do the same thing.
If you aint sleep, neither will i.
Bros busy playin with the psp, im busy watchin tv while lookin at the moon.
If you did notice, the cresent was kinda off position. Instead of like a C position, its U.
Thinkin about science.
Its the position of where the earth are and the moon resulted in that kind of shape.
Earth is slightly higher than the sun & the moon.

Well oh well, thinking about the moon made me think about her.
I miss her, very much. Even i cant beat that.
Haha.
You my dear, are my light in the darkness.
Loves you.

Ms THONG

2008-11-04T22:24:00.002+08:00

I really hate JPD.
She teachers us those life-skils subject. Sorta.
Ms Tong aka Ms Thong, loves not to be interupted when teachin in class.
Fucked?
I got a question.
Ask later.
By than, no more later. Dont give a fuck.
Didnt attend her 2nd lesson at 2. Lazy plus its a waste of time.
Jus another 30mins lesson.
Might as well go home sleeep.

OKok enough about her.
Went to meeet wifey.
She wanna buy a shampoo.
Was hopin it was baby shampoo but its rejoice.
Thought it was a detergent brand, isnt it?
No?
Where to next?
No clue.
Ended up goin to JP. Again.
We both cant think eventho we got brains, brain-dead that is.
Went down to banquet.
Bought Fish & Chips.
Figured, she only eat some fries and thats it. Shes full.
Honey please eat aights.

Had some nice chit-chats here and there.
Wonderful time.
Too bad we cant 'tawaf' the place cause she gotta go home cause he's waitin fer her.
Went to buy bubble tea before headin to board 198.
Hey hey, she got the pearl from me.
Should have hold it longer.
Took some 'ugly' pictures before headin home.
Love you.

YES. Finally get to go to the gym.
Dammit, fuckin achin now.
Cant even type properly.
Had some typos here and there.
NOW im ready to get back to training.

It kinda took me 15mins to get these all typed.

Relieved.

2008-11-02T00:25:00.002+08:00

Whatever has happened.. is history.
Sometimes we hope that we can change history, but theres no such thing.

Maybe is destined that the truth to be found out.
Yes is true, it does hurt when knowing it.
But whatever it is, its not your fault.
Theres no need to disappear in the mist.
If you do, not only 1 person is worried about you. Is 1 family.

Yes you did promised me that you'll head home.
But instead you went the other way.
I got worried.
Didnt sleep the night.
Had to admit, i smoked 3 packets that night.

But it all came to an end.
I finally found you.
Theres no need to apologise, i know what you're goin through.
Im here fer you, till the end. No matter what happens.
Im your one and only. Theres noone else that can replace you, except yourself.

Remember honey, not only i need you.. your family does, and him too.
Love you.

While i was away.

2008-10-30T21:39:00.002+08:00

You know its funny you see.
Whenever theres a door close, another one opens.

Kinda similar in life.
Only that, I lose a friend.. but gain new ones.
Dont wanna point finger who, but i still cant recall what i did to that fella.
But he goes on with hes little life and so am i.

Gain new one?
Yea.
Instead, it blossoms into a romance that can never be fergotten.
True we went out, havin a little here and there.
Your eyes. your lips. your pretty little face that i cant ferget.
Whenever i see you i would smile to myself. what did i do to have you by my side.

Fate?
Destiny?
Or whatever isit that you wanna call it.

Like you said "Have faith"
I have faith in you my dear.
Secrets or no secrets, lies or no lies.. betrayal or no betrayal.
I will still love you till the end.

Havin you in this cruel world is like, touchin the sky without havin to fly up high.

Away

2008-10-21T18:20:00.002+08:00

Wont be active as my mum HAVE to take off the moderm.
Its my lil bro STUPID decision to have it taken off.
Jus to study fer hes O lvls.
Well GOOD LUCK to you my BROTHER!